Mindset of going to ITE. ITE here i come.

sign off 10:11 AM

When u have a chance to spend time with ur family and friends, please take that chance cos when u lose it, it'll hurt like hell. I'll take it as a lesson learnt.

Hmmm.. nowadays, life is really getting harder for me in class. My form teacher always picks on me.. ''U all better start moving. By the rate u guys are going, half the class is going ITE.'' What the hell has that got to mean? Imagine if u're already trying so hard, but still not getting the results, how would u feel when a teacher of yours says this? ''Stay back, stay back, stay back" I've got no problem staying back. But u must at least encourage all the students. We are one class, one team and united. Who would wanna part with one another for sec 5? Pls.. If this is what u want to do, then i'd rather not stay back. I'd agree with u if u said that i haven't been working hard, but why do u have to demoralise my classmates that are already putting in effort? "u only got 5 subjects, if u screw up on 1, that's it'' yeah i agree with u. But why am i not seeing u tell this to others that have 5 subjects too? And it's not that i fail really badly or what.. No offence, I got first in class. I'm not trying to act or what.. But please.. Just your strictness is getting a lil bit way out of hand. U ask everyone to put in money for the class photograph thing.. i've got nothing to say about that. it's for our own memories in future. But, u told us on friday that u want the money on tuesday.. How am i gonna give u $15? I don't like to ask for money from my dad. Already he's giving me money for school everyday and yet, I've gotta demand so much more from him. He's the only one providing bread for my family. I feel really reluctant to ask my dad for money. But as for u, i don't know what the hell u'd do if u're in my position. That's all!

As for Auntie Saw, I hope u rest in peace and thanks for everything that u have taught me. My greatest respect to u.

"it's a lil sad that we never get to say goodbye"

~The End~

sign off 9:38 PM

Ha... After so long.. i'm here to post again..

All this while, i have been studying and studying.. Playing soccer.. Sleeping.. Playing pool. And just 4days ago, which is on a sunday, i dislocated my toe when i was playing soccer.. Me, Dev, Parvish, Vinodh and Wei Lun played against a chinese team. They're quite a strong team. But, it seems that our team have some dislike for their team.. One of their players got body-pushed by parvish and he said:''come on la brother" and parvish said:"what? i never use my hands to push u know." and i agree with parvish. Soccer is a physical game. If u cannot take it, u might as well play badminton. Then i was challenging with another guy for the ball, i body pushed him and he fell. And that guy is taller than me and he is bigger in terms of size. What the hell.. Then another guy was kindda unhappy.. So he swinged his leg directly into my toe when i had the ball.. When he leg came into comtact with my toe, i knew it right away that i had dislocated my toe. I collapse onto the ground.. That S.O.B didn't even apologise. I had to limp out of the court.. Awal bought a pack of ice for me to make the swelling of my toe better. I nearly fainted when trying to walk back home. This feeling feels like shit.. I might not be able to play soccer for a month..

An answer to what brother Gopal Singh said to me that day :''How can u sit there and watch ur brothers fight? I know that i was injured and already unable to walk properly. But so long as there are people that wanna lay hands on my brothers, i won't sit there and watch. It's as simple as that. I know that u were concerned for me. But u should be more concerned about ur brothers because u wouldn't want them to get hurt by some outsiders."


Now.. To that person who caused me this pain and agony.. When i recover, u're gonna have a hell of a time. I don't know what i'm gonna do.. But seriously, u were at fault, and u didn't apologise and yet, u wanted to hurt my close ones. Payback is a bitch and u are gonna get it.

~Life's Beautiful~ even with a bad toe..

sign off 10:35 PM

Finally, i got my chance to play on the field again. There was a friendly game on saturday. Sadly, it clashed with Nicholas(Black Spade)'s birthday. I really wanted to go for the match... therefore, i couldn't help Nic with his decorations..

Match: We won 10-0. I played the whole game... 90 minutes. However, i started to get tired towards the end of 1st half. Perhaps it's because i hadn't played for a long time. I was so glad that all my teammates encouraged me during the game. It helped me alot. I had a few chances to shoot, but i didn't take the chance. :( But i did pass the ball alot. :) At the end of the game, my teammates sorta praised me.. they said that i played really well.. Cheers Diplomats Fc! :)

Yesterday, was at Sengkang with Syafiq, Ain and Yusuff! We studied together at Compasspoint burger king. After that, we strolled to a park near Syafiq's house. Played with the rides at the park. I got a slight headache and so did Yusuff. But, Ain could laugh and smile all the way like as if the rides didn't cause her headaches! hahaha! Also, we snapped some pictures together! :)

That's all! Now, i'm going to study for an hour or so, then out to play soccer! :)

~Life's Beautiful~

sign off 2:34 PM

2 more days! :D today, went to brisbane city's shopping centre. And for god's sake, it was a very big place! Sadly, couldn't find any souvenirs.. :( But, bought myself a pair of jeans. :) Like usual, ate alot! :) Not sure if i put on weight or not. hahaha! 2 More Days! I can't wait! I miss playing pool, playing soccer, going to town, slacking and mostly, i miss my family and friends! :)

tat's all ~blabla~ 2days, So near yet so far. A thousand more regrets unravelling day by day.

Life's beautiful!

sign off 4:36 PM

HOHOHO! i'm in australia now! :) it's god damn beautiful down here and it's much more peaceful! Today, worked a lil bit at a farm. cut and folded the wires for fencing! tat's all. worked from 8 to 5. Seems long huh? but actually, it was a very fast day! tat's all i gotta say! take care my frens!
Kakak, if u're reading this, adek says: I'll be back soon! Take care yeah!

~blabla~ Life's Beautiful~

sign off 3:13 PM

First half of the day, was at granny's house playing with my baby cousin. Was also playing ps3 with another cousin of mine. Anyway, i have to part ways with my ps3 for some disputes within my family. Ps3 stays at granny's house, Jaryl stays at home. So near yet so far. hai.. like as if i can't live without it.. it is just a console which i rely on to keep me UN-BORED. i can live without it. Even if i leave it at home, it'll rot cos i don't usually get to play. So, granny's gonna take care of it for me. :) Went for a movie with Gopal Singh and Dev. Ip Man 2. 5stars for it man. After that, walked back home with gopal, slacked awhile at blk 10, talked a lil, then now back home. :)

I never once expected you to change into a person like this. What do you always say back in the past? Girls can come and go, Brothers come and never go. Nevermind, i hope you won't have to learn a painful lesson in-order to change back into who you once was.

I've always been so close, but sometimes, it would be better if i was further away.

(Although people have different statuses in life, everybody have the same dignity.)

sign off 2:45 AM