Afta 6 years, my dream comes to an end! and i'm happy about it cos it's about time for me to give up! :) i'm happy for myself and also happy for her! hahaha! i just want her to knw something.. pls don't think tat i have no life. i'd rather hide my feelings than to tell u abt it! :) it just shows tat u still don't know me well enough. but i didn't expect you to change that much! well, time change and people do too! :) alright, tat's all i gotta say! I've given up my dream! And damn! i've gotta be proud of myself! heeeeheeeee!
The Dream Is Over!
''when it was time for you to take on the world, you did! But somewhere along the line, you changed. You stopped being yourself! You let people stick the finger in your face and tell you that you're no good. And when things got hard, you started looking for something to blame, like a big shadow! The world ain't all sunshines and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place and i don't care how tough you are cause it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, being nobody. It's gonna hit as hard as life! But it ain't how hard you hit, it's about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward, how much you can take and keep moving forward! But you gotta be willing to take the hits and not point fingers and saying you ain't where you wanna be because of him, her or anybody! Cowards do that and that ain't you!''
sign off 8:20 PM