I closed the door, like so many times, so many times before. Filmed like a scene on the cutting room floor, i'm gonna let you walk away tonight without a word. I tried to sleep, but the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me. A thousand more regrets unraveling, if u were here now, i swear i'd tell u this.

I climb the walls, i can see the edge but i can't take the fall, I never write the number so i cannot make the call. Maybe it's cause i know you'll always be with me in the slightest possibilities.

I don't wanna be like this, i just wanna let you know everything that i hold in is everything i can't let go.. cos baby, i don't wanna waste another day, keeping it inside is killing cause all i ever wanted comes right down to you, to you. I wished that i could find the words to say. Baby i would tell that everytime u leave,i'm inconsolable.

hahaha.. 1 week has passed. SOOOO FAST! tmr is 12/1/2010. one year ago, exactly on the same date, during the night, i shed tears as i watch and realise someone important in my life drifting totally away from me.

That's all i gotta say, will be posting tmr if i have time.

sign off 8:50 PM