When u have a chance to spend time with ur family and friends, please take that chance cos when u lose it, it'll hurt like hell. I'll take it as a lesson learnt.
Hmmm.. nowadays, life is really getting harder for me in class. My form teacher always picks on me.. ''U all better start moving. By the rate u guys are going, half the class is going ITE.'' What the hell has that got to mean? Imagine if u're already trying so hard, but still not getting the results, how would u feel when a teacher of yours says this? ''Stay back, stay back, stay back" I've got no problem staying back. But u must at least encourage all the students. We are one class, one team and united. Who would wanna part with one another for sec 5? Pls.. If this is what u want to do, then i'd rather not stay back. I'd agree with u if u said that i haven't been working hard, but why do u have to demoralise my classmates that are already putting in effort? "u only got 5 subjects, if u screw up on 1, that's it'' yeah i agree with u. But why am i not seeing u tell this to others that have 5 subjects too? And it's not that i fail really badly or what.. No offence, I got first in class. I'm not trying to act or what.. But please.. Just your strictness is getting a lil bit way out of hand. U ask everyone to put in money for the class photograph thing.. i've got nothing to say about that. it's for our own memories in future. But, u told us on friday that u want the money on tuesday.. How am i gonna give u $15? I don't like to ask for money from my dad. Already he's giving me money for school everyday and yet, I've gotta demand so much more from him. He's the only one providing bread for my family. I feel really reluctant to ask my dad for money. But as for u, i don't know what the hell u'd do if u're in my position. That's all!
As for Auntie Saw, I hope u rest in peace and thanks for everything that u have taught me. My greatest respect to u.
"it's a lil sad that we never get to say goodbye"
~The End~
sign off 9:38 PM
Ha... After so long.. i'm here to post again..
All this while, i have been studying and studying.. Playing soccer.. Sleeping.. Playing pool. And just 4days ago, which is on a sunday, i dislocated my toe when i was playing soccer.. Me, Dev, Parvish, Vinodh and Wei Lun played against a chinese team. They're quite a strong team. But, it seems that our team have some dislike for their team.. One of their players got body-pushed by parvish and he said:''come on la brother" and parvish said:"what? i never use my hands to push u know." and i agree with parvish. Soccer is a physical game. If u cannot take it, u might as well play badminton. Then i was challenging with another guy for the ball, i body pushed him and he fell. And that guy is taller than me and he is bigger in terms of size. What the hell.. Then another guy was kindda unhappy.. So he swinged his leg directly into my toe when i had the ball.. When he leg came into comtact with my toe, i knew it right away that i had dislocated my toe. I collapse onto the ground.. That S.O.B didn't even apologise. I had to limp out of the court.. Awal bought a pack of ice for me to make the swelling of my toe better. I nearly fainted when trying to walk back home. This feeling feels like shit.. I might not be able to play soccer for a month..
An answer to what brother Gopal Singh said to me that day :''How can u sit there and watch ur brothers fight? I know that i was injured and already unable to walk properly. But so long as there are people that wanna lay hands on my brothers, i won't sit there and watch. It's as simple as that. I know that u were concerned for me. But u should be more concerned about ur brothers because u wouldn't want them to get hurt by some outsiders."
Now.. To that person who caused me this pain and agony.. When i recover, u're gonna have a hell of a time. I don't know what i'm gonna do.. But seriously, u were at fault, and u didn't apologise and yet, u wanted to hurt my close ones. Payback is a bitch and u are gonna get it.
~Life's Beautiful~ even with a bad toe..
sign off 10:35 PM
